in element 2 we suppose to create our own compositions, i have firstly thought about the theme. Where i want the compositions to be about my mental state at the moment, i consider the artwork can only be emotional and impactful when it is expression produced from real experience of an artist.
A few ideas of mine is:
- Confusion
- Life has no right answers
These are the two ideas and concept that i am going through at this stage of my life
The material and sound source i want to collect is my friends voice message, some symbolic spiritual sound. However, I still need more experimentation and class material and new knowledge and ideas to expand on my initial ideas.
in newist lesson of SFX workshop, one of the example used reverse technique, which create the entire senes to be choastic, where I consider that could be used in my piece
When we thinking about confusion I think about chaos, dispair, unsure about everything, fear, anxious, evaluate all the decisions I made, regret all my decisions, pain inside of my heart with passion (How I just don’t passion about music and sound, about what am l doing right now, but I don’t know what I am passion about, I feel the pain when everyone finds what they are passion about.) Always have to remind myself about what I actually want, because there are so many uncertainity I feel so insecure and anxious. (Maybe some feedback and space, echos)